ThisIsTheSoundOfMyHeartBreaking (xilostallx) wrote,

Saturday December 4, 2010.

Just read through Andrew's last livejournal entry. Hit the "post a comment" button, and then couldn't think of anything to say. I carry this banner on my chest for you, dude. Forever.

Reading back through the comments that I had posted made me remember...I had shown him, at one point, the lego man that he'd given me, and he misunderstood and took it. He then thought that I meant that I didn't want to see him anymore, and he sent me a ridiculously angry email at work. When I first started at Frantz, in production, he and I communicated frequently over email. I still remember the way his voice sounded in the voicemail that he'd left me. He's missed out on so much. It's still so freaking surreal.

At this point, over seven years after the accident, it's like "Did I ever even know Andrew? Was he real, or did I dream him?" I still wonder what happened to that scarf that I made him. Very long, and maroon-ish. Does Devin wear it? Is it sitting in his room? Did someone else take it over?

I need to get back to studying for finals...
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